my cousin is getting married today

i'm excited ^^
i wish i had a point and shoot so i could go around taking tons of unattractive pictures of my cousins, who i have been told will be piss drunk the entire evening. promisingggg! xD


i feel super girly saying this, but my nails are soo pretty right now!
my mom's friend is a manicurist (a frikken good one too. shiiiiet.) and so she did my nails for free at her house. oooh mai goosh! (reference.) but yeah i like my nails heehee xD


uhmmmmmm...
nothing else is going on in my life right now. how boring... :/

lets go play so i have something to blog about! lol. and also i want to spend time with my favorite people in the world. that's you. yeah. youuu. xD (reference again!)

i like wifi

what does wifi stand for anyways? and did i put the right number of i's? eh.

reasons why i like it: i can sit on the toilet and surf the net at the same time. aweeesome.
i dont have to be interrupted by the need to go to another room while watching a video, etc.
no stupid wires to get all tangled up in, trip over, and then fall on my face in an embarrasing way while damaging the tech.

yep, basically an awesome invention. thank you, whoever came up with that shit.


californiaisaplace.com
i like the video scrapertown the best. maybe cuz i live so close to oakland while i'm at school ya kno? and so it makes me think, "man, there are crappy things going on all over the world, including twenty minutes away from where i am."




i'm pretty frikken unmotivated right now.

being home

is nice
until i realize that my family wants things from me and demands things from me and is still trying to raise me.

then its kind of annoying.

be cool, emily.
they love you and you love them and its all going to be okay.

DONE

i'm finished with finals!
(finished because my 8th grade english teacher told me that turkeys in the oven are done, but I am finished with my work.


and now i get to be artsy and make stuff for my cousin and her wedding. :D
yay!
who wants to be artsy fartsy with me? ^^

I got my first prints back!

holga = automatically artsy.

pwahaha.
if i had a scanner i would upload them so you guys could see. but as it is, just take my word for it. artsy fartsy is accurate.

i dont want to study!!! T-T

i want to go to there

vizzitruck.com/menu/




when i get back to torrance, who wants to make a foodie run with me? xD

early morning contemplations/complaints

it's six fifteen. I've been awake for at least 30 minutes, perhaps a bit more.

I am tired.

I want to sleep.

But the reason I am NOT sleeping is because of my cough.

I cant stop coughing.

My throat is raw, my chest is empty, and my abs are getting one major workout.

I keep drinking water, but that only helps for a few seconds before I am coughing again and i need to drink MORE water. This means that I pee a lot.

breathing is difficult.

the air is cold.

and i am so tired...

why can't i sleep?

Why God? Why universe? Please let me sleep! Please let me stop coughing and just lie restfully for a few more hours. Please?

*clears throat*

i am sick

in that annoying way that lets me do all kinds of things but makes me feel miserable while doing all these things. :[




someone bought me a holga. :]
i'm pretty excited. already halfway through my second roll of film (the first roll i messed up so badly cuz i was super confused on how to use it lol.) and i'm waiting for the first roll to be done developing/printing at this one awesome photography shop that is admittedly walking distance, but still a bit too far for my taste. walking through that store made me miss photo class like NO OTHER. i miss the smell of fixer and stopbath and developer... i miss looking through an entire strip of CRAP film and finding the oooone picture that i like, and then trying to print it three times before it comes out right. i miss little strips of photo paper that tell me what exposure time will get me pure whites in my picture. i miss spooling film on the cheating plastic reels and the feeling of accomplishment that comes from FINALLY getting that bit of film open with a bottle opener.

maybe i'll try to take a photography class sometime in my college career, but i think that the film class was scratched for a digital class. balls.



i dont like being sick. :[