it's over...

which will make prom fucking awkward.

nomnomnom ^O^

my laptop is fixed... so the only reason i havent been posting is because i've been lazy.

the weather has gone wacko lately... what's with the rain eh? Thor is obviously unhappy. (actually there's no thunder/lightning so maybe not Thor)

mmm... lately john and i have both been stressed. i'm not sure if we're helping each other or contributing to the stress. i take that back. i know that he is causing me stress in general, but talking to him helps me relieve stress since it's funny and light for now. i dont know about his side.

i'm thinking that saturday is going to be hectic. i promised my brother i'd take him to go see Up tomorrow, i want to go to kina granis and get my ipod looked at up at the apple store, and i was gonna have a heart to heart with john at one point. hrm... i dont know how that's going to work out.

the end of high school has been making me think of a lot of lasts....
last homework assignment
last test
last project
last school get together
last class party
etc.

it makes me sad.


i really dont want to write that speech for english.
guh.

Kina Granis
upcoming shows:
Sat, May 30th :: 2:30PM
Third Street Promenade
1248 3rd Street Promenade
Santa Monica, CA 90401
Cost: free

who wants to come with me?

hasta la vista, baby.

i'm going camping!

it looks like i wont have a lot of fun... but oh wellz.

hopefully i come back stress free ^^

talk to you guys when i get back okieday?

sorry...

it's been a while.

lately i've been on an emotional rollercoaster. there might be another stomach ulcer headed my way.

going to two proms is expensive. and headachey.

my laptop chord has officially died. so i have to buy another one. but until i do there will be less and less computer-ing for me... so expect long silences between posts.

and since long silences mean an overwhelming amount of information to post (i'm not good at filtering important and unimportant information) my posts will be shorter.

and randomer.

i HATE spending money. shitake mushrooms on a cabbage patch. frickety frick frick frick.

and i'm sick of people talking crap to me about stuff they dont even know. eff you, you nosy people. eff. you.
unfortunately no one that that was directed towards reads my blogs... or perhaps fortunately.





what classes should i take? i'm thinking comparative lit. but that sounds like a lot of work. T-T oh well. i will take it! maybe. SHIT i have a lot of reading to do. fucking class schedules.












gah.

reunion

hahahaha

i laugh as fellow ap lit people cringe.

but yeah, it's been a while, oh blogger. i missed your aesthetically pleasing efficiency. your color scheme, your amorphous B surrounded in a citrus tribute to cubism.

ok it's hard to write like that.


so these past few days have been splendiferous. ^^

friday was interesting.
i was super tired, but i had to go take some kid to church, so i drove up to pv to pick him up, drove to yogurt island area to drop him off, and then was on my way home.
but then i remembered that sayo wanted a hotdog.
so i went to costco.
they're surprisingly popular for dinner on friday night.
i stood in line for 20 minutes and then drove the hotdog to sayo's house.
by then i was dead, so i went home and wanted to crash.
but my family had to eat dinner. so we ate... and then!
we watched that leaked version of x-men 4. that was a surprisingly good movie. i enjoyed myself.
then i really was about to die, so i slept.

saturday was fun. went shopping with my parents... my dad is a funny shopper. he goes off while my mother and i are browsing and comes back periodically with suggestions for us to consider. it's really funny. he likes j.lo's earrings. ^^ and jessica simpson. hahaha.
came back home and got asked to prom by a special someone. i wont tell you how though because it's a secret that only boys are allowed to tell.
then went to the mall and saw startrek with john, andrew, audrey, alex, and ray. it didnt seem like ray was there though cuz he sat so far away and i didnt get to talk to him before or after. andrew took off pretty quickly, so the rest of us went off in search of mother's day presents. we bought shamwow imitations instead. then we were hungry so we went to go eat.
alex went home though.
went to some banks so that we could get money, and met up with greg jones. went to corner bakery, then rented stepbrothers from blockbuster and watched it at greg's house. pretty dumb movie. gotta say.

sunday....
went to church after breakfast at carl's. oh i love those breakfasts.
got locked out of our car in the morning.
did the church thing. had a church picnic afterwards.
went home earlier than the fam. spent the afternoon vegging on the couch with top model.
had dinner, proceeded to re-veg.
then john came over and ate and watched with me. lol.
i paid him, fed him, and then he left. pretty much.
all that was missing from this being a truly abusive relationship was sex and violence.
ah well. it was mother's day after all.
and dont judge me! i'm going shopping with my mother later this week so that we can get her something nice for mother's day. its not that i forgot, we just didnt have time. garsh.

my fingers are burning

so basically my laptop's power chord is ripped in half. so my dad put it back together again with aluminum foil + tape.
definitely a fire hazard.

but problem: it doesn't charge unless i hold it in place.

hence, my fingers heat up. because the cord heats up. because it lacks insulation. because tape transfers heat surprisingly well.



just in case i die early in a tragic fire, i request epitaph drafts to be left in the comment section. ^^ just for fun.

huh.

it's may.

how weird.