Thursday, May 6, 2010

early morning contemplations/complaints

it's six fifteen. I've been awake for at least 30 minutes, perhaps a bit more.
I am tired.
I want to sleep.
But the reason I am NOT sleeping is because of my cough.
I cant stop coughing.
My throat is raw, my chest is empty, and my abs are getting one major workout.
I keep drinking water, but that only helps for a few seconds before I am coughing again and i need to drink MORE water. This means that I pee a lot.
breathing is difficult.
the air is cold.
and i am so tired...
why can't i sleep?
Why God? Why universe? Please let me sleep! Please let me stop coughing and just lie restfully for a few more hours. Please?

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