Monday, March 30, 2009

it's been said

a couple times in our blogging community:
"my heart hurts physically and not in the emo way"

or something like that





but when i'm emo, my heart physically aches too. is that supposed to happen? am i dying?? oO;;

and sunday....

woke up and was all nervous cuz i thought church started at eleven. so i was like freaking out and stuff telling my brother to hurry up and like worrying about getting gas. then i realized. oh. church starts at eleven thirty. derr.

after service we went to seafood port for some praise team bonding time. it was crazy. like.. everyone was screaming at each other and trying to get food and stuff. i was just like.. oh here's something in front of me... *grab* *munch* mmmm. it was yummy. gotta say.

then went to yogurt island and had a nice chat with some kids. ^^ i like them.

then hannam chain with madre, had a nervous breakdown in the car with my brother. actually it might have been an anxiety attack. and then i was calm.

went home to wait for john. he was an hour later than i expected, so i think i was kind of down after that. like.. i was waiting for so long ya kno? and it felt like i had a loooooooot of shit to do, and waiting was not the most productive thing. anyways, he came and i was all sad or whatever...

went to sayo's to drop off ring money and get a literary device for my ind. reading.

came back home.. watched some tv with john.. actually... it was more like i kind of slept on him while he watched tv.

headed over to audreys to study for econ, and john was bored so i felt bad. ran around outside. then we went on that pointless ice cream run....

came home and pretty much got depressed. but then i cheered up because God loves me. no seriously. i was like. "everything is alright because Jesus died for me. soooo... nothing will bring me down" and then i stopped crying.

i was kind of surprised it worked. but then again... not really.

and now i dont want to be at school. i want to go home. but i cant. :[

emo bang -.\\

sooooo.

saturday turned out to be... boring. and then all of a sudden super exciting~! oO;;

loafed around the house in the morning waiting for john... he didnt come... had to buy a car.. which makes squeaky noises when he turns cuz the steering weel is all leathery or something. i might buy him a steering wheel cover. lol. spelling fail. i was typing wheel as weel, and totally paused, thought "should there be an h in it? nah. that's for where!" phail. DIGRESSION

anywho. planned something with audrey, but i was sad that i couldnt see john, so it ended up failing. like i wasnt motivated enough to make it happen.

watched under the tuscan sun again. its a good movie. i like it.

went to go get dk for kogi truck. got lost. called audrey for directions. went in the wrong way and talked to the nice security guard lady, who gave us directions. she somehow knew where we were going before we said anything because someone else came before us asking for the same thing. find out later that that someone else... was ashley! oO;; ^^


sooo. kogi truck was spectaculariffic. i think next time i'm just going to get ten tacos and eat them all day long. ^^ yummmm. tacos. now i want some. oh and while standing in line, there were these two babies waddling around. one of them was super friendly and cute (but his mommy was like "grrrrrrr. stay away from my child you dirty teenagers!" facial expression-wise.) and the other one had a car thing with the long handle so the parents can steer them heehee. megusta.

then we had to rush over to ray's church, and find out that andrew's not good at having people follow him in a car. YELLOW MEANS STOP.

met some people (i might still remember their names... annie erica laurie james jacob... eh i dunno. they were nice tho) for like two seconds and then went to ray's car and drove to anaheim! whooo! that was the closest i've been to disneyland in like.. two years. more than that actually. possibly three/four years. perhaps i should go sometime. hrm. we'll see.

wanted a slurpee really bad, but we had to pay for parking and tickets (i am now in debt to ray). watched sabby's last competition dance routine majiggery. she was so cute! ^^ i remember listening to that music with her while walking to econ, and she was describing her thought processes... and was trying to see if i could tell. and i could! i was like.. oh she's like "omg i have to jump" and now she's like "whew, the rest is easy" and stuff.


then we left cuz i was all nervous... cuz my parents didnt even know i was out. and like.. each time i called.. she had a mood swing. first time she called me she was like.. ''ANAHEIM?? what are you doing there!? whena re you going to be home!??? what???? eleven!?!?!? omg!!" and then i called her to be like.. hi mommy, i'm leaving for home now. and she was like.. "oh! well i havent left yet either. heeheehee. get home safe!" and then when i got home her face was like. "you are late." and she said "go to bed now." and i was like oO;; confused.

came home and crasheeeeed.

and sunday will be a separate post cuz this is really long.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

firday

was fun!

even though my praise band leader got mad at me for being late. its ok. so i ended up singing rather than playing bass. kind of awkward. but not really. i dint know two of the songs.. so i had to like... wait and then see how the song went and then endeavor to follow along. haha. ^^ but it was still fun. i like that group of people. haha

oh! my daddy made a friend at the new church too! ^^ so cute. they went to play tennis and go swimming together this morning. pwahahah. My daddy's new friend, aka Justin's dad, took him to his club (which isnt a free thing to do, bringing people) and brought donuts for him. My daddy brought him... water. lol. ^^ so my daddy says that he's going to take Justin's daddy out to lunch on a weekday or something. for some reason. this really really really reminds me of "i love you man" ^^ teehee. man date. ^^

btw. justin is on praise band too. he used to play bass, but i think he plays acoustic now, since i replaced him on bass. hahaha. i like them. they make me laugh every time we get together. laugh hard enough to make my abs hurt. ^^ exercise~! yay!

anyways. so yeah, firday was a fun day, and saturday... we shall see. it has only just begun.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

WOAH

i got into berkeley! oO;;

Monday, March 23, 2009

seriously?

gah.

japan beat korea. 5-3

it was a pretty good game, but i only started watching in the middle of the eighth.
damned ichiro.
i mean... isnt it enough that japanese oppressed us for thirty years in our own country? not letting us learn our own language? trying to squish us and get rid of our culture? do they gotta shut us down in baseball too?



they do?


oh.

ok.

just wondering.

hungry.

i'm hungry. and there's nothing to keep it off my mind since i'm not doing anything.

hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.


mr. i is teaching. it's like watching a magician! xD or not really. but i'm still hungry.

i have to go get some bulletin notices signed.

greg jones should pick up his cake slicey thing. that was from mr. i's birthday. that was a long time ago. ew.

i'm still hungry.

i need to remember to get a guest app for prom so that john can come. xD hopefully he'll get it signed and stuff on time.







so i just left the room.

and went to wash that cake spatula thing. it was pretty gross.

then i went to horita's room to see if it belonged to her. it didnt. but there are a lot of people that i know in that class! oO;;

then i got hot cheetos. cuz i was sooo hungry. ^^ mmmmmmm. these things are highly addicting. it's like crack. except food. crackfood! xD

k. i'm going to go eat now. and be happy. perhaps i'll update later. xD

Sunday, March 22, 2009

fully LOADED

so this morning i wake up and get ready for church. and i really wanted mexican food. forever. like i've been craving it for a couple weeks now, and i always get THIS close to eating it. and then fail miserably. cuz i want really good mexican food! not crappy taco bell. xP

anyways. so i wanted a breakfast burrito. and i had heard tell that carl's jr. has pretty good ones. so i go with my mom and brother to get them.

and i guess they're pretty good... i mean... i dunno if i'd crave them ever again, but yeah. not an unpleasant meal.

so off to church, where praise team got a talkin to. we're going to reform! xD and i'm giving rides to kids every friday. fun fun.

eat at church, go to seven eleven to get a slurpee with my mommy and brother. (so yummy) and then go to dsw shoe store thing. i got a cool new pair of sandals! xD woohoo! but i still need flats :[

came home and watched baseball with my daddy while rolling coins into paper tubes. talked about boys on dramas with my mommy and then helped her make dinner. got BORED out of my mind cuz brandon was using the computer for his research project thing. loafed around and around and around.

eventually i went to sayo's house. she made cookies. they were yummy. yani is scared of me. i think she remembers me as "that scary lady who almost ate me!" even though i never actually tried to eat her, i just looked her in the eyes. and she got super scared! her heart was beating like crazy fast!!! but that was a long time ago. so i think she remembers me! i scarred her for life!! anyways. we also tried to watch starwars, but it froze in the middle. so we stuck in tarzan. SO cute. "oh i see! tarzan, oh i see!"

then i came home. and now i am blogging. cuz there's not much else to do yo. not much else to do.

schlappin da bassss

i love you man was a funny movie! go watch!! xD

soooo basically saturday was fun on paper and kind of mellow in real life.

woke up and got ready for john to come over. he was late. again. xP that boy... *sigh*
ah wells.

mmm chilled for a bit and then went to mcdonalds so john could eat. bcuz since he was late i ate without him. :[

went up to pv to watch i love you man at regal. then went to pinkberry. then came back home and chilled for a few hours. then went to pf changs for dinner. then john went home.

actually, maybe it wasnt fun on paper.

Friday, March 20, 2009

beachy keen

sooooooooooooooo. today.

school:

lit: poem thing. that guy was tripping out on starvation. who needs lsd? just kill the albatross yo.
gov: presentation thing. daniel kept poking me and calling me fatty. T-T
ta: mr. i asked me about the analogy thing. "three small circles stuck together are to two larger circles stuck together as one square is to?" like i know. pah.
bio: took notes. she's not a good teacher.
lunch: posed for andrew... but i guess i'm not very good cuz i didnt like the pictures too much. pwahahha. my face is not made to be preserved. it's better we just forget what it looks like xD
multi: took notes. talked to daniel about his daddy. and then he called me a fatty.
physics: took a test. read some frankenstein

after school:

dropped off my brother and his friend. i'm so easily irritated by them. they are always late, and i'm always mad at them for it. i feel bad sometimes. i'm so unpredictable too. like sometimes they're late, and i'm ok with it. odd.
went to lago seco to meet up with Josephine, Esther J. Kim, & Kyungah... lee? dunno. went to carl's to get mexican food. failed. and then went to pick up danny park at willow tree.
we all went to the beach and found free parking! yay! no meters! xD and then we tried to play volleyball on the beach.
those nets are really high up yo. decided to play soccer instead. that was fun. but super tiring. then they decided to get wet.
and we saw three dolphins!!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD oh i was so happy! you have like no idea. ^^
went back in my car, got funnel cake. (it wasnt as good as at LAcountyfair. we should all go next time! xD) and then i dropped them off.

gave anderew a bible (not really, but it looks like one) for his lit thing, and then showered like a crazy fast person, got dressed and RAN out the door so i wouldnt be late.

got to church for practice, and no one was there! apparently everyone is always late, so getting there on time wasnt an issue today. of course we said that it would be different from now on, but yeah.. we'll see. xD

basically i love these people. they're so funny. i couldnt stop laughing. my abs got a good workout today.

and then we had praise and small groups (learned about patience and kindness, both areas where i need a lot of work) and now i'm home!

and bored!

wat shall i do?







THIS!

POW!


just kidding. i love you.

oh! i was talking to someone about this! did you know that as an acronym, emily stands for: EverMore I Love You ? i like it! xD

that is all.

p.s. John got a blog! ask me if you want the url. or you can just go to the blogs i'm following. it's called "cool beans". my idea. ^^

Saturday, March 14, 2009

interesting day

woke up, and then didnt want to wake up cuz i realized that the MIT results were coming out in an hour.
sighed and realized that more sleep was not going to happen, so i got up and tried to take a looooooong shower. then checked teh time. still forty minutes till the results.
so i vacuumed the house (most of the house anyways) and tidied up my room.
still ten minutes left.
sat with my brother for a while and watched some cartoons.
it was time... so i turned on my computer and clicked the link. signed in.






and found out that boston is not a good place for emilies.





ah wells.

so ate lunch after being kinda consoled by my parents... kinda consoled cuz i wasnt really upset. alex came, and then we watched sex drive. funny movie. ^^ then i felt like making ramen for some reason. but i put an egg in it and it made the ramen smell icky, so i didnt enjoy it as much. so alex ate the rest of it. and i ate popcorn and kettle chips (omg. i love those things) saw charlie bartlett. another great movie ^^ but by the end of that, my head was in pain. and alex was sleepy. so we both took an hour nap or so. then audrey came by and ate dinner with me. we all loafed for a while trying to figure out what to do... and ended up going to american apparel to exchange that skirt. bought that v-neck shirt i was talking about. the sweater got rejected, and the skirt got rejected also. i might like it in green... but no. i dont want it anymore. it's too hard to decide on the color. also bought a pair of thigh high socks that my mom hates. she looked at them and was like "UGH THOSE HORRIBLE SOCKS!!! STAY BACK!! STAY AWAY!! MY EYES!!" so i dont think she likes them. then we went to pinkberry and i pretty much spent all of my giftcard. lol. fabuloso. but it was yummy so i'm happy. came back home and audrey/alex played with my brother's transformers. hahaha. ^^ alex should post pictures later. then we decided to watch gattaca. gooooood movie. andrew shows up after a random disneyland thing (he brought us kettle corn, yummy but too muchhhh) and watches with us. everyone makes their way home afterwards.


it was an intersting day

Friday, March 13, 2009

yesterday, today

yesterday:

woke up, went to school.
lit: importance of being earnest. (i love that play)
econ: quiz kicked my butt. stupid lras that can move. D<
TA: does anything ever happen in that class?
Bio: found out that janelle was going to hang out with my friend andrew lee (from my old church), who i havent seen in forever. Janelle invited me along, so i decided to go.
Multi: chilled. our class was like EMPTY. no track people, no robotics people, and at the beginning of class no dance or asb people. like literally, we had ten people in class. oO;;
physics: i dont even remember. i think we took a quiz.

so then i took my brother and david (kid i carpool with) home and changed my clothes cuz it was getting hot.
my brother was all, "i'm taking a shower."
so i left while he was in the shower and started driving up to pinkberry in pv, which was where i was meeting them.
so i'm like halfway there when i call my mom to tell her what's going on
(actually to tell her that i'm going to study with some people *coughcough*)
and she tells me that i have to take my brother to hakwon.
*sigh*
so i have to drive back home, wait for him to change and eat, and then drive him to hakwon (which is in the opposite direction) and then go up to pv.
the whole process took about an hour, so i got to pinkberry at like 4:00.
so i forgot how expensive and yummy pinkberry is.
i want to go back! :]
and andrew and janelle and i talked for like an hour, then decided to go back to andrew's house.
he was tutoring this girl in guitar, and janelle wanted to hear andrew play a song.

so we got in janelle's car and went up up up the hill to andrew's place.
his house is nice.
janelle played the piano and i showed her my fantastic five chords of guitar X] teehee. but she's super good at the piano! she played this one classical thing from memory and her fingers were like... eak;enloe;iojea;.kieklkejoiefund.sljeioj! except... not ugly. seriously though, i didnt know fingers could move that fast!
and then she and i got bored and decided to mess around in andrew's room. we left him a note on his mirror. xD
we heard the girl he was tutoring (sydney) play the guitar. she was doing pretty good for her first time. andrew should be less hard on her. plus she's like super pretty!
anywho, sydney had to leave, so andrew played us this song he wrote for a girl. it's really good. surprisingly. oO;;
and then janelle had to go and andrew said he'd buy me dinner. xD

so we went back to pinkberry to get my car, and janelle went off to do pi day things.
andrew and i drove down the hill and decided to go to mcdonalds! hahahaha. i felt bad since he was paying for me.
hahaha. plus sabrina wanted a mcdouble. OH i owe her three dollars in change.
and so, we ordered and ate and talked and then michelle hong shows up to hang out with andrew (i swear, that kid is so connected!)
so then i'm about to leave and i'm backing out of my spot when something comes RUNNING at my car and lands on the trunk part.
O. M. G. i was like freaking out and stuff. i got so scared. it was michelle btw.
i was scared enough to like start cussing a little. "what the f*ck was that!?!?" etc. so michelle's like walking on my car and i'm scared cuz i could have just killed her, but andrew's like standing off to the side doing nothing. loser.

so then i'm off to audrey's house to do gov.
we are alternatingly productive and unproductive.
i gave sabby her food. she gave me five dollars (which is why i owe her three, since five is three more than two! yay math!)
audrey made me two more stickers for my laptop! yay! xD they are mad and mustached. hahaha alliteration!
josh leaves and i am more productive because the tv is off.
sabrina leaves because... she is finished.
i finish my editorial and decide to head home as well.

so i come home
summarize the articles for gov
start watching bbf
make a pi day shirt
finish watching bbf
sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.

all in all it was fun. ^^

today:
woke up
realized it was pi day celebrationingthing.
went to school
lit: balto, we finished earnest.
gov: did a practice test thing. i got a couple of REALLY easy ones wrong. like.. i didnt know what the 14th amendment was. and somehow i got kind of hard questions right. oO;;
TA: i dropped mr. i's pie on the floor. :[ so i ate it. hahahahah. xD it's ok. he brought like twenty pies from marie callendar's for all his classes. it was a crazy looking pile next to his desk. xD pie heaven yo. so he had pie like all day. aaaaaaaaaaaaall day.
Bio: was interesting. lol. some kid named tony walked in with his camcorder trying to ask about pi day (he was getting extra credit), so camille, ben, and i decided to make a video. x] so random. ben was a gay guy who was asking tony to sadies. it would have been super funny if tony had been like *pause to make us think he's not gay* YESH! (gay voice) but instead tony was like.. no. i'm not gay. -_-"
ah well. it was stil funny.
Lunch: piday stuffs was going on, and this one booth got like.. no one. so i came by to try it. basically think of words with letters "pi" in it. consecutively. i got a prize for most creative!!! xD ten dollar gift card to pinkberry! yay! xD then i went to shea's room and ashley was doing a photoshoot xD she took this one great picture with an amazing story behind it. she can tell you if you ask.
Multi: pie! and then we played bang. i died. :[ ah wells. janelle came by and we discussed andrew's love life. ahhahaha.
physics: watched this cool video where they made flames change height by sound waves and pressure or something and another video where they made patterns on flat metal with sand and soundwaves!! so trippy! xD

then came home and crashed. woke up at like 10:30. i'm going to try not to remember that MIT is tomorrow. 3/14 1:59 pm oh those losers. xD i wonder if i'll be one of them.

END.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

so saturday....

was super fun!! ^^

for the most part.

woke up at like nine... called sayo to see what was up. took a shower and etc. sayo came over to eat a yummy thingie my mom made... lemme see if i can find a picture of it online.

twas even better than the above since my mommy added shrimpies. =] yum!

ate that while watching the end of ocean's twelve and some super awesome chef lady. she was like the hulk! cept her hair was like a blonde hedgehog! hedghulk! attack! xD

she was soooooo funny tho.

then we decided to head out to american apparel.

sayo and i drooooooooooove all the way down.

i got a nice skirt and some ELECTRIC BLUE shorts. they're kinda short to wear to school, so if you ever want to see them you'll have to catch me in a lounging state. xD i think i'm going to trade the skirt for a different color tho. :[

or maybe a shirt. cuz i want that v-neck shirt now. even though it's low enough to show my booblets when i bend over. (booblets because they're smaller than boobs i think. ^^) i just wont bend over~! ^^

in any case. i want that shirt :[

and possibly that sweater. :[

GAH! there were so many things i wanted!! T-T

in any case.

we then walked down to the beach and sampled the sand with our toes.

walked all the way down to what looked like a cool gathering of people.. possibly a surf competition since there were a heck of a lot of surfboards stuck in the sand. but! i think it was a wedding. cuz there were white chairs lined up in a very wedding-like fashion.

sooo.. as to not intrude... sayo and i skedaddled.

we walked along the beachfront houses and contemplated their prettyness and expensiveness.

then we walked down to see all the stores. i decided that i liked the store "mikey stars" (i think that was what it was called.) they had cute little sample dishes of like muffins and drinks and stuff, but i felt bad to eat them cuz we werent gonna buy anything...

then we headed over to blockbusters to rent marie antoinette. HOWEVER. you have to be 18 to get a card. darn it. well... its just one more thing to look forward to i guess.

so driving back home, we stopped by penguins. after we failed miserably trying to get to pinkberry. that place is hard to get into if you're not on that side of the road!! drove in a LARGE circle. T-T

then when we got home, i was surprisingly greeted by... nothing. lol. my daddy was watching something, but we changed it to bend it like beckham. hahah. her mom thought she was a lesbian ^^ funnie. =]

then john walked in (cuz my front door is never locked... and i didnt answer my phone) and we ate fried rice. whoot. ^^

after that, sayo went home and john and i went to go pick up james.

we were going to some bonfire thing.

it was lame. i had to pay fricken three dollars for parking.

we got there at like five... were bored for like ever, so we left james with his friendlings and drove down highland for a LONG time.

ended up back at american apparel area.

went to vons and bought some peeps. ^^ they're SO cute.


but SO sugary. oO;;

went back to go get james. IT WAS COLD

so we stood next to the fire and watched while drunk people and high people made fools of themselves. it was kind of funny. ^^

took james home early. frikken waste of time. but he was rolling so we had to stop by carl's to wait for him to sober up a little. hahaha we were talking about peeps and he was like "you know those things blow up in the microwave?" and then i offered him one and he said "NO WAY MAN! what if it blows up in my stomach?" hhahahah ^^ kids are silly when they're high.

mmm went back to my place and chilled with john. almost fell asleep cuz i was TIRED.
then john went home hoome home.
and yeah. now i'm broke out of my mind! oO;;

Thursday, March 5, 2009

tuesday

i know it's thursday, and all of these other things have happened since i last posted, but the most exciting day so far this week was tuesday. SO.

lets see.. it was late start, so we did the frittata thing. (i am almost positive that this is how you spell it and that everyone else has thus far spelled it oddly.) yes. i am now positive since i looked up on merriam-webster.com... what a nifty site! =]
then drooooove to school behind a large bus thing.
did the whole school majigger (which was mostly about wasc. we're becoming obsessed with this as a school. it's a big deal, but not that big of a deal that we needed to spend all day discussing action goals and eslrs. ahh bureaucracy).
and then i took my brother and david (kid i carpool) and alex to my house.
picked up gas money and allowance money.
then went with alex to get gas (almost missed the gas station and then almost got hit by a car. you know how when you go driving, you always see that one crazy person doing crazy things and you try to avoid them while you're driving? it turns out that instead of being the person who witnesses it every time, i'm the person doing the crazies. -_-" sadly.)
then went to barnes to look up Ros&Guild. they didnt have it. :[
So i went to borders. looked in the wrong section for it and then got helped by a very nice indian guy (he had a slight accent, which i thought was cool. cuz indian accents, when they're heavy, can be hard to understand. but his was just enough to be like "woah you have an accent!" and not be like "woah! your accent makes it impossible for me to understand what you're saying!")
they also didnt have it. so the nice indian guy reserved a copy for me up in pv.
So i took alex home and then went up to pv by myself. i think i'm starting to enjoy driving alone. it gives me time to think. when i first started driving i HATED being by myself. i always needed someone to be like.. next to me so i could talk to them. but now i like to focus on like.. driving.
went to pv, bought a couple of moleskins (yay! my first ones!) and then went to buy my copy of R&G.
remembered that i had to get one for audrey too, so the lady made me get in the nonexistant line again... i think that she could technically have gotten it for me, but she was like. "it's over there. go get it yourself" no worries. i'd have done the same thing. way to go kindred lazy spirit! but yeah.. i was annoyed with her facial expressions of like.. "WHAT."
drove back down to sayo's house... called john and put him on speaker. he just woke up from a nap and told us about his crazy dream. it was all in spanish. hahahaha. and it was all indiana jones style. ^^
went home after lounging with sayo...
and then read R&G. it was entertaining, but i got kinda bored and fell asleep. ended up taking a looooooooong nap.
soooooo. yeah. talked to john on the telephono. and then went to bed. =]

that was my tuesday. not that exciting i'll admit, but sadly it is the most excitement i've had in a while. and so i have posted about it.





now you see me...




now you--
pooooooooooooof!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

today

john and i told our very first cornerstone person about us dating.

he freaked out quite nicely, but promised to be ok after a couple of drinks/a joint. -_-" that church dude... that church.

found out that john smoked weed once without telling me. sky-hole. >:l but he told me the story and it was lame so i forgave him. but still dude. how fucked up is it that he didnt tell me?

nothing much else happened today. got yogurt island with church people. and i realized that that yogurt place is like ten steps from my church. oO;; of course there's a wall to climb over and a parking lot to walk through, but w/e'vs. the other eight steps are easy peasy.

i'm tired. driving makes me tired. i'm going to BED. zzzzzzzz